Time to act

Shrunk with burden, at time I feel like i could no longer beat it. Am very jealous of successful people. But never tried to push harder, always try to figure out a hidden cause to compensate the non-happening. 'Mangoljao' this is what she called me. And I believe her words caught me into her vows. Haven't seen my bubu for the last two months. This has been an absurd to my well being. Missing family a lot. Days were better when we were young. Wanna go back into old school.