Confession of a beautiful heart

The purity she carried in her Heart, I'll never forget. The last letter of her confession tangled up my heart and leave me no way to step on. Sorry dear. Following is the letter c posted wrapped up in simple ABC but still very touching.

To,

Shyam

Kaise ho aap?Shayad se acche hi hongae.Aap humse kyun baat
nahi kartae,mana humsae galati huyi hai.Par itni si galti k liye aap
baat hi karna chod diye.Dusro ki baton mae aakar humnae doubt kiya aap
par aur sirf yahi baat ko lekar aap naraz ho gaye.Aap aisa kyun kar
rahe ho?Hum nahi chahtae thae hamare beech koi bhi jhagra ho par aap
toh kitna patthar dil ban gaye ho!Humnae starting se aap par bharosa
kiya...sacchae dil se pyar bhi kiya aur kartae bhi hai,par aap hamarae
pyar ko majak samajh liye shayad sae.Theek hai aap humse pyar karo ya
na karo par baat toh kar hi saktae ho.Humnae aisa toh kabhi nahi chaha
tha.Aap hamara ph nahi uthayengae kaha tha isliyae hum aapko aur ph
nahi kiyae.Par dil nahi maan raha tha ki aap humse pyar nahi kartae
yeh baat.Shayad aapko lagta hai hamara kisi aur sath affair hai par
aisa kuch nahi tha.Aap humae bohut galat samajh baithae hai,aapne
kabhi hamarae pyar ko samjha hi nahi.Aapse ek request kartae hai humse
baat karna bandh mat kijiye plz aur hum aapse kuch mangate bhi
nahi..aapka zindagi hai,aap jo chahe kar saktae ho, jise chahe apna
saktae ho, jise chahe pyar kar saktae ho!!Humko pata hai hum cal karne
se bhi aap uthaogae nahi, isliyae hum aapka cal ka hi intezar kartae
rahe.Hum abhi bhi aapko bhula nahi pa rahe hai,pata nahi kyun??Ho
sakae toh aap hamara yeh request maan lena.....humae aapkae reply ka
intezar rahega,plz aap karna zarur hamara dil rakene ke liye hi sahi.

From,
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Paranormal Activity

I saw it on my watch It's 5AM, an urge of insomnia wake me up. A mind full of hazy thoughts most prominent being the aftermath of sharing rigs. But todays concern was another. Today there was an urge of party from four corners. I could see people ,tireless, askig for alms(party). I, by now woluld like to give this definition of party as alms. On any gathering a spontaneous mind ran on everybody's head. It's not "Let's have a party" but "give us party". Till today evening, I took it as a fun element until I was stuck by those words "kuch bhi bol dae party to aapko daene nahi hai". Then the sudden urge of craziness rose in my head "Aaj to dae kae hi rahunga". I have seen people on all four corners of Dilli. Lads seems to be more crazy than boys. I remember those frns of Diasy who hasn't saw a sorry figure while they were served with regional food. I saw the food craziness in their eyes. Well ok let's forget it, it's I who is to be blamed and sorry. From now party 'll be acceptable under 2 circumstances. 1st Booze party and also that's of limited offer coz now I am subjected to light booze and a few months down the line I'll give it up. The second , if people come up with a craziness that they are to accept a new taste totally new. I remember those words of Chetan not our freaky collegue but the bhagat that the north Indian people should check out things beyond paneer. Pheeewww! a certain relief. Now I can sleep. And Oh! I forgot to confess one thing, ever since samosa took the place of a regular mini size party, life has been as comparable to those alloos(potatos) in the samosas, twisted ...compressed... walled on four corner, not cubical pyramidal I suppose. Let me cease my paranormal activity here before ....!@#$%^&*^%#$@....gud n@#i$#$$g%#h%$t @$%^%%

Impossible Dream

Living in an impossible dream. Don't know where to start, how to end. Engulfing a never ending demand of life, I rolled on and on. Didn't realize till date that I no longer hold the proficiency of my name. To serve the proficiency I still have one on the other bush, but I could no longer hold it. It's on a run. Man the end is near very near.