Motivated

With my Wife in her hard times I have thinking lately of my future all the time. The balance between my old and new family seems to differ with times. I have been thinking if the new life has undone the bondage between me and my family. I loved very much my family and my wife. I can’t live without them. What am I doing here, being so far from them? This question always haunted me every day and night. Dear God, please have mercy with me.